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sigh.. long story.. arent they all??  lol i'm just rather private . I have basically been quite ill.. Kidney thing... lupus! Yall support Lupus foundations please...Nearly everyone in the world they say knows someone suffering from Systemic Lupus... i consider it an uninvited visitor that i kick out loool it doesnt OWN ME BABY!

anywho.. well hell we all get sick right . Doing better thank the Gods that be   it is a struggle sometimes emotionally and spiritually, but  that damn cliche saying is so true : either it KILLS YOUR ASS or you get stronger, kinder, more understanding and the beautiful small things in life mean so damn much more sigh.. well whaaaa lol i'm really kinda damn shy lol

so i will stop bitching now and say thank god you live with a kidney that only works at 20%, smile about it...walk, roam the world and make friends!  I have really missed yall...

and... I ran away from home, I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THIS!!!!!!!!! loooool )

i'm hiding in portugal... and it soooo does not SUCK in fact during serious illness, that requires too damn much resting, i am still so Blessed! Let's seeeeee , lool,  i have a doctor who is quite good looking and has a name 5 names long bloody hell , and i am enjoying being a guest of someone that only wants me to heal physically and spiritually....Thanks Elsa --girl you are gem and more!  She feeds me too much and my ass is getting huuuuuge... oh well

to those of you that know Lisboa lol, suffice it to say, i have eaten at nearly every damn restaurant at the Docks..the famous Lisboa Docas i think.. oh and everyone EVERYONE SAYS ... please please stop trying to speak portuguese loool meanies .  NOTHING LIKE SPANISH...utterly beautiful language sigh.. i cant wrap my tongue ring around some of yalls sounds/dipthongs

Really, wouldnt and  i couldnt Ask God nor anyone for more than that!  if yall wanna run away just give me a ring! we can go to the beach and cruise lisboa... it is utterly awe inspiring!  so inspiring i spent way too damn many euros on art supplies and a new easel! Hope to upload some drawings soon enough

well...i just wanted to upload some photos.. say PEACE TO all you Fabulous people, and Say indeed I am breathing... and i Do Thank God for that )  it has been a damn hard few months, but i'm coming back! )

Hope you are all enjoy the end of summer..and you and your families/loved ones are MOST WELL and Blessed...

glad to be back, wish you all Peace xoxoxox

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